I do not do well with unexplained things, especially when those things are happening to me…The “unexplained” has threatened to pick away at my sanity and peace bit by heart-sickening bit, and all manner of disillusioning questions and doubts try to fill up the explanation-shaped hole in my understanding.
December 9, 2024“I definitely see that for you, but I don’t really see how I fit into that.”
If this quote is not verbatim, it is, at least, remarkably similar to words I have spoken to my husband on multiple occasions…
As his path became clearer, it felt like mine was getting more and more obscured—like it was getting swallowed up by his. I kept feeling like it didn’t matter how strong my own sense of calling was when I was single, that ultimately God would call me to give it up for the sake of my husband…
February 13, 2023